Sensible Meaningless

I wish to write you a song..but what’s a wish?
I long to draw your portrait..but what’s a portrait?
Your shadow lives on as real..
Longer and longer in my mind and I wonder..
How much longer till you fall in my hold?
For that purity, that loyalty, that love is like a sacred song..
So when I dream, you fall in my dreams, but what’s a dream?
Your absence drags away meanings before, given to life..
I’m a believer, just give me the faith

Undisturbed Forever

Water dripping from your body,
That is nothing short of perfect,
As you pull me closer to your chest,
Whispering sweet nothings into my ear,
I can almost smell your intoxication,
I break out a laugh only because I dunno what to say back,
You plaster feathery kisses on my neck,
All over,
Giving me goosebumps,
A fit of butterflies explode in my stomach
It beats me that you always have this effect on me,
The sun is setting in the far west,
I’d give anything to remain in this moment,
Here with you,
Make it somewhat our little infinity,
Some sort of undisturbed forever.

Love Engraved

Sometimes I just wish to sit and watch your dazzling eyes..
Lips red as though kissed by the queen of roses..
Heart pure as furnaced gold..
How beautiful to think of the holy matrimony..
How beautiful, to watch a blended star, etching in the heart the engravement of love..

Seamless pikes

I wish death could take me,
I want a permanent solution,
To all my pain and worry,
I want eternal peace,
And so before I die,
Pass me the ink,
Pass the pen,
I want to behalf of all poets,
Who are dying in pain,
I hope I just did it,
To set them free,
To let them roam,
Like eagles on seamless pikes,
The grassland pines,
Flowing with the wind

Had a Chance

If i said, “I love You”,
Would you find me strange?
If i told you,
I fell for you, the first time i saw you,
In that denim dress,
So calm, so collected,
The smile you gave,
Right then i had lost it to you,
I am still wondering,
Where we got to to
I had a chance to hug you,
I had a chance to bully you,
I had a chance to kiss,
I had a chance to dance with you,
I had all the chances to serenade you,
My heart won’t ever forgive me,
For letting all that slip through,
For never letting that come to life,
May be i shouldn’t have asked,
I should have stolen kisses,
Gotten them slaps,
May be i wouldn’t be feeling,
The pain in your voice,
The pain in your laughter,
The bitterness in your hugs,
I wouldn’t have to hold you as you cry,
Am smiling for i turned villain,
I should have been good,
As i go into hiding,
I’ll smile for you in the dark,
I hope I’ll be fine,
I’ll be okay,
Coz i was never in your hands,
I never had the chance to love you to my last,
I’ll be there to hold you when i can,
When you need a post to bite,
I’ll be there,
When you need a wall to punch,
I’ll be there,
May be that will clear my atrocities,
Make you feel way better,
So when the moon rises,
I will set with it.

Her Wave

When i left her house,
Without Waiting for her,
It is cause I Don want it to be the last,
When she waved at me yesterday,
My heart broke into pieces,
Seeing her sorrowful face,
It doesn’t sound just,
Right or even fair,
I wanna believe in love,
Live in love,
But i know,
As long as i hold your hand,
I can’t hold hers,
You too know it,
There’s nothing like co-wifing here,
Now here grows,
The hatred i created,
The monster i have become,
But rest assured,
It’s about time,
It’s ticking,
And I’ll be gone,
Your happy ever after will come,
In the shadows,
In the dark,
I’ll keep you safe,
I’ll stick around,
But you’ll never notice,
And in peace you shall be.

Played You

It hurts that you love me so much,
It hurts more that I have her
It’s hard to say No to you
It’s hurting to let you go
Yes,I love you,
I hate how much i love you,
I’ll never tell,
You might never know,
Remember I kissed you yesterday,
We cuddled up everywhere,
And this is what I love,
I crave for you on every depth,
But I’ll never say yes to you,
I miss every second spent with you,
Cause’ the memories be so sweet, you too know it,
She’s a good one too,
That’s why I like her,
Am in a fix,
Yet, I know hiding all these from you,
Telling you I ain’t ready for love,
Yet am just not ready to let go either of you,
It’s so sad,
That I keep giving excuses,
I give you false hopes,
That maybe one day we can be,
And am sorry I played with your feelings my lady,
Am sorry I’ve been wasting you,

Bite Marks

We broke up??
We parted ways,
Peacefully,
Handled it with maturity
Like the grown ups
We consider ourselves to be.!
I never moved on,
Neither have you,
I found someone
Where my heart can nest in.
But she doesn’t keep diaries like you did,
She doesn’t read,
And understand my poems like you did.
She hates novels and movies too.
She doesn’t listen to snow patrol or the lumineers
Indie and alternate rock ain’t her thing
She doesn’t bite as hard as you did,
I no longer have the bright red marks,
On my neck,
My arms lack your bite marks,
I still salivate at the meals you made,
With love and tenderness,
She ain’t as dark,
As crazy as you are,
She doesn’t cry as much as you do,
She leaves me in the cold,
She leaves me stranded,
She just ain’t you.
I’m not at home
As I was with you.
And it pains my heart
To be in a cage yet
You, my world,
Are out there.

If You Must

If you must love me
Promise to die by me
You must love my attitude
My annoying lack of gratitude
You must love me for real
All my aspects you must feel
You must not promise me gold
Buh always be willing to share in the cold
You must not make me feel alone
And in you I must find a home
If you must love me
Promise you’ll not hear what they say about me
Or what the stupid masses brand me
If you must love me
In my sorrows share
Make me feel like you care
Hold my hand and lemmie see
Our future coming to glee
So if you must love me
You must love my almost raging tune

Rebirth, Reincarnation

A different reincarnation,
This was my well needed rebirth,
I was lost in hatred,
It was all for vengeance,
Peace to you was all you could ever wish for,
I’d make it hard for you to find it,
Ridiculous may be,
I thought i was soft,
An angel turned demon,
When good was turned evil,
The lust for you and blood,
The last nail in the coffin,
It was all i needed,
To return you the favour,
To devour the likes of you,
I know you hate me to the core,
I know deep down you wish we could work it out,
I know you still hopeful for us,
I am sorry am no longer the bunny,
The little naive innocent boy you knew,
I am just but your last resort,
As i smile in the dark,
Please do remember,
It was never my wish,
It was all your doing

Shattered, misplaced!

I am still dazed,
How blind was i?
How foolish was i?
How desperate was i?
Regrettably, there’s no medication to regret,
I was bitter,
I was broken,
Shattered and misplaced,
I was confused,
I almost lost it,
All the pent up emotions,
The anger, the pain,
How could i vent it all out,
An eye for an eye,
A tooth for a tooth,
May be i was a little late,
May be i couldn’t find the peace,
I wasn’t ready to let you go,
To let you slip away,
Without remorse,
Nor a tinge of pity,
My journey to the nether lands,
To a place i couldn’t return from,
I knew i was gonna drown,
I knew i wasn’t going to be the same,

Flawed? Incompetent?

I was head over heels,
I had lost my mind,
I had given it all,
I was all over you,
The favours,
The pleasure,
I was all round pressured,
To see your crescent smile,
I would have crossed the bridge of fire,
Fought the dragons in the mountains,
Collide head on with the snow wolves,
Take bear claws as presents,
I was willing to sculpture you,
To refine you to a fault,
I still can’t fathom,
Neither can i comprehend,
What was it that i lacked,
Which value, part, piece of me,
Was at fault ?
Was flawed?
Was incompetent,
I got used to your tantrums,
I smiled at your unreasonable demands,
I’d laugh my ass silly,
The many times i was caught staring at you,
The sleepless nights i spent,
The days i was all spent up,
I was just but a merely toy,
To you i was nothing but a fool,

The Chess Piece

It’s not as easy as you thought,
May be to you it was as casual as it could be,
You never had to be brutal,
At least yoy should have been honest,
I can’t still contemplate,
The pain, the agony,
How could you be so cruel,
A black widow spider,
Despicable, detestable,
Here you are playing the white lotus flower,
You sought me out,
Like diamond treasured,
You were the priceless jadeite to me,
It was all plainly simple,
I couldn’t bring myself to let you go,
It never crossed my mind,
I never thought about it,
All along it was all planned,
I was just but a crucial chess piece,
A pawn lain on a board