Outrageous Passions

I pray for you in fact,
Forgiveness frees the soul,
Leaves it intact,
I locked away my time with you in pandora’s box,
Threw the keys in a mystical fort knox,
Turning a new page in my book of life,
Letting you go forever this time,
I don’t want any more of your strife,
From all that,
You been playing the victim,
Letting the world see me,
As the villain,
The big bad wolf,
You always been,
A dark web,
A mystery of darkness,
Never did you see the light,
You pulled me by the nose,
Fed me to your outrageous passions,

Deliriously

Deliriously I thought you and I were inseparable,
We were synonyms,
If only I had not been blind to your wiles,
I would have been able to walk away from you for miles,
The truth is that even in letting you go,
I still can’t get over you albeit it was ages ago,
Something of you will always stay with me,
Because where I was complete you left me an amputee,
My strength and courage you reduced to ashes and dust,
Unfortunately I only knew of your passion and lust,
You morphed my beauty into darkness,
Left me clinging to nothing but emptiness,
Of course I’m okay,
I’ll get better with time,
I know wherever you are,
You’re guilty of the crime,
Maybe you’ll find happiness,

Vulnerable Whims

I’m wondering when you coming home?
If you’re coming home, you’ve been gone hella long,
I’ve been all alone,
I had to let you go my love,
Even though you were sent from up above,
Your hunger made me weak,
With you my future turned suddenly bleak,
I wish you were what I needed,
And not what I wanted,
Your toxicity killed me slowly,
Stifled my happiness,
Burnt me completely,
Your lack of communication turned me deaf as a post,
Hard of hearing,
I never realized how much I’d lost,
You thrived on seeing me suffer,
Much as I loved you,
Having to let you go was tougher,
You knew how vulnerable I was to your whims,

If life…

I’m lying here,
Cold,
Shuddering,
My world is broken,
You took my faith,
I still believe,
I’d rather be alone,
I’m lying right here,
There’s peace,
I have less,
If life was a movie,
I’d be your favorite actor,
You’d be my favorite scene,
You’d be my favorite chapter,
My eyes never left the screen,
Ever since I saw you,
You all I’ve been after,
I could watch you over and over,
Fillled my life with laughter.
If life was a book,
You’d be my favorite author,
I’d read your words night and day,
I would never bother to leave,
You’re the only book i would read.
If life was a song,
This would be my favorite song
I wrote this when you already gone,

Crayon’s Broken

Pain doesn’t tell you,
When you ought to stop.
Pain is the little voice in your head,
Holding you back,
It don want you to change,
I’m a mess and still broken,
I’m finding my way back,
It feels like someone just took all the light that I had,
I don’t have much,
I still have me,
Everything around me is shuttered,
All my life disappeared,

Squeezed Appreciation

I dont have to squeeze my weekend to
Create time for you now,
Babe I don’t have to reply to text or calls,
Instantly like my life depends on it,
You were not appreciative,
I appreciate,
I can now appreciate myself for
Giving you up,
Hope you see how happy I am now,
You did not deserve me not an inch of me,
And that’s why I’ll never look back not unless,
I wanna get a lesson,
If you think am hanging on to something,
You better change that for am never going back,
I loved you but now I feel as if nothing,

The Winery

He takes you like the winery,
Whenever he needs a drink he’ll visit,
Old flames die hard,
You didn’t have to be flimsy,
You didn’t have to hold to forever,
What a fairy tale he made you believe in,
You can’t even smile at the moon,
Let alone howl at it,
It never fades,
Give it time,
It was a blow,
Accept it,
And smiles will find you.

Slaughter Mode

The lies we told ourselves,
The pain we hold unto,
The past we run from,
If it was never broken,
It never faded,
When they saunter back,
You fall back in,
Head first,
Legs trotting,
We say we feel nothing?
You still douse the pillow with tears,
You say you love him,
When the other texts you forget who you are,
You forgot to live for you,
You live for him,
He shamed you,
Called you names,
You knew that was wrong,
Like a goat on slaughter mode,
You laughed with him,

Shapely Dumb

Probably I was meant to be,
I am not
Probably I was too foolish,
You thought am dumb,
Probably you are thinking,
I am new to this,
I’m used to this,
I know how it feels,
I had to confirm,
I wasn’t wrong,
All those years ,
You think leaving me,
Would be a blow,
You can’t imagine how many times I eat a
day,
I don’t have be in shape for you,
Baby make me a kit is in the dustbin now,
Because I can’t keep pretty you do not appreciate,