Jealousy Courts

It’s always been you,
The advice they gave me,
The thoughts they led me to,
I can’t run from who i am,
I had to give up who i am,
To have all i ever wanted,
I wish i could be the villain,
All over again,
Make them all hate me,
The smiles they put on,
The coats of jealousy,
The knives hidden in their bitterness,

Fading Smiles

Your words promise me till forever,
Your actions show me till forever,
Your ever smiling eyes,
Your beautiful crescent shaped smile,
It never fades in my head,
Your face tells another story,
Your thoughts tell me of another idea you have,
Yes you think of it,
I’ve been thinking,
It’s not me they after,
It’s you,

Lifetime

Do you all see it?
Do you feel it?
The sun fades,
I would have been worried,
Pressured,
Jealous,
Overprotective,
I can’t be that anymore,
I can’t do all that no more,
I lost the urge to fight,
Not because i won,
The fight just began,
The strong,
The smartest,
Only will survive,
The tension,
The bad energy,