Pristine

My teary shiny eyes,
Learnt to look in the dark,
Learnt to love from the sidelines,
Like a foundation,
I can only aid without being visible,
I lied to myself day in day out,
Till i got used to it,
May be i way too bad at treating ladies bad,
May be that’s why they fall for me,
I just want to be the happiness,
Not the little darkness that i always bring,
It’s funny you’ll never hear it,
May be your friends will narrate such tales,
Of my wild tales and of how bad i am,
It was the only way i could be assured,
I had to create the wall,
The forever barrier,
So that you wouldn’t fall back,
So that you didn’t have to think about it,