Fetid

The tipped imbalance,
Hanging on a thin thread that caught fire,
Walking on an ice that’s tattered,
It’s never easy smiling without you around,
An issue as wholesome as an ocean,
It’s too crucial that i can no longer hold on,
It’s all too hurtful thinking all about it,
When the sun sinks so does my heart,
When the storm is raging so is my mind,
I’ve been mindful of how i live,
The pains to hide the stuff to hide,
It’s been a triad of trials,
It’s never enough that i couldn’t have you,
It’s never been enough that I can’t be with you,
It unbearable thinking that you’s gone,
That you can’t hold me in your arms,
That i can longer kiss you,
It’s my fault that I can’t be yours,
A rose on a branch that i can no longer touch,
It’s all on me that i wasn’t even careful enough,
I’ll hold on to the memories,
Stand still and let the waves rage,
That’s why it’s all starry without the stars.