Conundrum

Life’s been dragging lately, may be I’d be happy with you,
It’s been days, weeks, months , years and no sign of you,
We had plans, dreams we saw a future together,
I thought you’d step and show me there was than a future in us,
It was never gonna happen, i was holding to a jade glass,
I ran out of patience, love without commitments, i was the fool,
I didn’t know that I’d be good without you,
You didn’t even want me to stay,
Half your heart was not enough,
I was all about and making you smile,
You killed all the chances,
I saw you leave not to come back,
You walked away without a second thought,
Like i was just some rag doll,
May be crayons ain’t gonna color no more,
Everytime i see your image my heart bleeds,
I’d rather die a lonely Overthinker than an emotional hero